Thursday, January 26, 2012

Classes have started and week two is already quite overwhelming.

While I intended to blog everyday, I am finding that too is overwhelming.  I think my intention was good... to be intentional and look for beauty in the midst of the normal, mundane even.  It was going well at first but I quickly realized there are only so many routes I can take to the library, which is where I spend the majority of my time nowadays. 

I do like having this space to process and share the beauty I find, but I will probably do so less frequently... the cliche quality over quantity is what comes to mind.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Family:
Put people under the same roof or around a table and watch it form.

It doesn't always happen...and sometimes it's dysfunctional, but most of the time it's beautiful.  It's beautiful when you begin to take interest in the lives that live around you.  It's beautiful when you realize how incomplete the family would be if one person were missing.  It's beautiful when you can look around and despite knowing the not so beautiful stuff about a person... you can still see beauty.

I'm learning family isn't defined by blood but rather by the willingness to find beauty in someone.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

If I could do anything in the world... I think I would want to be a student forever.
 I would study:
-More English... maybe the more technical aspects like grammar
-Spanish and Arabic
-Gender studies
-Midwifery
-Indigenous studies
-Nutrition

...Thinking back to my post yesterday and how things come together... maybe all these things will come together in my life someday. 

Wednesday, January 18, 2012


You really never know what opportunities you will be given or where you will end up.  

I've thrown around various ideas for quite some time (Teach for America, teaching English, teaching on Native American reservation)... never thinking they would all come together in one opportunity.  Clicking "Commit" on the 2 year agreement to teach in New Mexico with Teach for America was the both hardest and easiest thing.  It was the easiest thing because it is such a great opportunity, but it was also the hardest because there is so much unknown and it is going to be such a challenging job.